[the_zorya]

BonBonBarbie,
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you made me feel so sad!! i know what it's like to try and be romantic for your other and them not appreciate it in the least. when i was dating my ex, i would do very simple but romantic things for him and him not ever acknowledge them or do anything romantic towards me. and i seriously thought about breaking up with him just because he acted like the relationship didn't matter anymore (or at least, in my mind that's how i felt because if you care about someone you try to show them by doing little romantic things for them and when that stopped, i felt like our relationship stopped).

ANYHOW.

my whole point of this long post is to say that i'm really sorry. relationships have their ups and downs and to be quite honest, now that i look back on it, i would much rather have my ex back and him not acknowledge the things i did for him than to not have him at all. but then again, i will probably find someone much better.

if you are seriously debating on whether or not to end it with your bf, then really take a look at your relationship as a whole. not just how it is at the moment.

ANYHOW. (again)...
i'm sure things will brighten up and no matter what happens, know that better things are always sure to come no matter what decisions are made and that we jammers are always here for you. i'm sending you happiness and good vibes right away, dearest :]