Re: Dear _________,
Dear ex...
if I could pull together all the posts I've done here and the "i feel" thread and showed them to you would it make any difference? I'm at a lose here of what else to do, I just spent £20 on something on ebay for you, and I've got friday all planned out and yet you don't want to come. I can't cope without you right now, but you keeping me holding on like this is making it even worse. I'm feeling pretty crap and I can't keep putting this all on my asiajammers, because none of my real friends even know that I'm going through this. I know you were in a bad mood last night, and I can't expect you not to take it out on me right now...but I hate that you do. And I know that you don't want to lead me on in case you decide to walk away but it kills me when you're so cold towards me. I guess I'm just not used to it. Right now I'm waiting for you to come on msn so I can just talk to you again...it's been way too long since I last saw you as well..so maybe I can tomorow. And if we do, I can assure you, I won't be letting you walk away from me this time. I'm gonna do something about this. So please meet me.
all my love that you still have, me xx
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