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Originally Posted by Nattfall
I feel guilty for avoiding my friend. I'm not picking up the phone when she calls me, I'm not answering her messages, I'm making excuses for not seeing her... and this morning I even turned my whole phone off to make sure she didn't contact me. Why? No reason, that's why I feel guilty. She hasn't done anything wrong, and I still treat her like dirt. She's always the one taking initiative for hanging out, and I go along if I bother. I've treated her like this for a long time now, and it wasn't until today that I actually attained a small amount of bad conscience. I think I feel that she's a bit... too much at times? As if she never gets tired of hanging out and wants to be with me as much as possible. And I'm not even thankful, I'm just asocial... But to tell you the truth, I think she's a bit annoying. I feel like an asshole for posting things like this behind her back. Like I said, she hasn't done anything wrong and she would never do something like that to me. I'm drowning in guilt, but I don't want to hang out with her to make things good again either.
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aww... tell her you need some distance... "it's not you... it's me!.... TOO MUCH LOVE!" lol i know how you feel... i had a friend who was very clingy and ALWAYS wanted to do stuff... but i told him that i needed some space... and that i would call HIM if i wanted to hang out. so then he didn't bother me anymore... after a little while... a little bit of a LOT of while... i called him one day and said "let's hang out!" and i enjoyed his company so much more after that, because i was the "initiator" and he didn't 'nag' me anymore