Just Say Anything! - Page 20

splashieduck · #**381** (**permalink**) 05-22-2007, 11:12 PM

AmyLou:

Oh my gosh I know! It's the weirdest thing because you would think "It's just drawing, what’s the big deal?" But I love drawing and I'm ok at it...once in a while I draw something really good but it's never as good as some people. (I know, silly thing to think) But sometimes I see somebody who can draw really well who is just as old as me, and I just cry! I've gotten better then I was when I was little, but I just think 'I'll never be as good as them'. Ahhh I wish I wasn't like that because It's just not good to think like that and to envy. I'm am happy they can draw really well. God's given them a gift. I suppose He gave me the same gift but I just don't feel like I'm as good at my gift then them. LOL. I think silly things. They're must be a verse that says something about that somewhere. But I don't know where to look. I'll ask my mom later.

diadori · #**382** (**permalink**) 05-23-2007, 01:11 AM

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Originally Posted by yoshissister

ah, im super sensitive and cry at everything. im also the worlds-most-evious. i know how you feel. i feel myself tearing up just when i see two people kissing or someone who can rock a one-piece swimsuit. i always think, 'ive never had a boyfriend before' and 'shes so beautiful'. i know what youre thinking. 'dont let it get to you'. 'dont beat yourself up', whatever. its just ... i cant. i can not keep myself from thinking or feeling something. thats like telling a shark not to eat fish or something.

well, i suppose im done.

aweee there was this couple on the bus and they were sitting beside each other and holding hands and she kissed his cheek and he kissed hers and I was like "oooooh so cute"

kawaiiangel · #**383** (**permalink**) 05-23-2007, 10:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Faithalicious

Truthfully then, the reason why I would leave the forum is because of the negativity that I receive from people like you... there I said it. And yes, we all seek attention, it's what post pictures and such on a forum is all about. Usually the more attention one receives for their post or thread, the better they feel.

Everyone does it. Including you.

Moving on....

errrrrrrrrrrr to be perfectly honest, getting negative comments or indeed NO comments on ma post doesnt bother me. i certainly dont lose sleep over it or feel the need to threaten to leave a forum because of it .....it sounds like u have issues about confidence or whatever, because u seem to be really bothered when someone either:

a) doesnt comment on ur post
b) or says they don't like ur outfit etc etc.

whatever forum u join, ur bound to get comments (both negative and positive). if u can't accept that, then don't post..simple as. i dont mean to sound harsh, but i find it hard to swallow when ur sitting there saying "oh woe is me, everyone is so negative towards me." this is a friendly forum and people are honest but not rude ...please just get over it.

ari- · #**384** (**permalink**) 05-28-2007, 04:13 AM

Omg I just almost had a panic attack..
My dad was sitting in the living room and all of a sudden I hear him like sputter and start coughing weirdly and he rushed to the bathroom and he was still coughing and such. I got so worried.. at first I thought maybe his drink went down the wrong way but when I went over to the bathroom to see what was up he threw up in the toilet and stuff. I felt all helpless.. >< I know it happens but still.. I seriously thought he was dying or something.
I'm all shaken up now. Tears keep coming out of my eyes x_x
Right now he just came and told me that he was swallowing a pill but it went the wrong way and his mouth was all full of water and stuff so he couldn't cough.. I guess that made him throw up or something.. But I was so scared.. Don't think I was ever that scared in my life.. ;~;

pinkhaireddreamboy · #**385** (**permalink**) 05-28-2007, 06:22 AM

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Originally Posted by ari-

Omg I just almost had a panic attack..
My dad was sitting in the living room and all of a sudden I hear him like sputter and start coughing weirdly and he rushed to the bathroom and he was still coughing and such. I got so worried.. at first I thought maybe his drink went down the wrong way but when I went over to the bathroom to see what was up he threw up in the toilet and stuff. I felt all helpless.. >< I know it happens but still.. I seriously thought he was dying or something.
I'm all shaken up now. Tears keep coming out of my eyes x_x
Right now he just came and told me that he was swallowing a pill but it went the wrong way and his mouth was all full of water and stuff so he couldn't cough.. I guess that made him throw up or something.. But I was so scared.. Don't think I was ever that scared in my life.. ;~;

omgosh i know exactly how you feel!!! i was in New Orleans a long time ago (i was probably 11 or so) for New Year's Eve and errr i guess my mom had too much to drink and in the middle of the night at about 3am she answered our hotel room door because apparently my friend had slept walked outside of our room and onto the elevator (long story), but when she answered she just fell over backwards and got sorta knocked out because her head hit the edge of the bed.. and then for the rest of the night she kept running to the bathroom throwing up (sometimes missing and it went on the wall) and it was all red so i thought it was blood, but later i learned it was wine. i remember waking up all night from hearing her run to bathroom and her friend kept talking to her making sure she was okay... i dunno it was just really scary and surreal!

ari- · #**386** (**permalink**) 05-28-2007, 07:17 AM

Omg.. wow that's scary.. .___.
My mom drinks sometimes.. and there was one time I actually saw her when she was drunk. It made me mad -__-; Because she was acting stupid. :<
I hate when people drink a lot. >__<~

Roosa · #**387** (**permalink**) 05-28-2007, 08:51 PM

It's kind of crazy how I just stopped reading this forum just because I got so confused of the new look...

But now i'm here again.
But i guess no-one even remembers me.

I'm still so in love with AsiaJam clothes!

ari- · #**388** (**permalink**) 05-28-2007, 10:36 PM

Haha Welcome back Roosa! :]
I'm sure a lot of people remember you ^^ I do! heh;

diadori · #**389** (**permalink**) 05-29-2007, 01:54 AM

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Originally Posted by Roosa

It's kind of crazy how I just stopped reading this forum just because I got so confused of the new look...

But now i'm here again.
But i guess no-one even remembers me.

I'm still so in love with AsiaJam clothes!

I remember you! haha, for so long I was like, hmm, I wonder where she went whenever I came across one of your old posts.

ari- · #**390** (**permalink**) 05-30-2007, 06:53 AM

AsiaJam is linked on All Things Kawaii! :]]!
Woo! go!~ ^^
under shopping>apparel
And I just noticed they stocked some more items. DD: The bags!! omgg~~
Why don't I have moneyyy? >__<

BubbleTea · #**391** (**permalink**) 05-30-2007, 08:16 AM

diadori: So I got updates from Leah Dizon's "relative" again, and now I'm getting really fishy about this whole situation, and also confused.

This is what he said so far:

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dlknvegas
check out http://www.leahdizon.com/news.php this was her original website. If you look at her 7/12 update you will see where she notes that she no longer has a myspace account & if you click home from the webpage it will send you to leah-dizon.net

Oh BTW I'm not a he I'm a she. Did you notice that the Import Tuner Interview is from 2005?

She doesnt have a myspace page I talked to her today. That is just an imposter page. Oh well free advertising for her & she wont try to get it cancelled unless they put something derrogatory in it

:/
You know what, I give up.
I don't even know anymore if Leah's myspace is officialy myspace.com/leahdizon. And here is my evidence for it to proove that it is not an imposter:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...n/ppl/leah.gif

Caitlin · #**392** (**permalink**) 05-30-2007, 10:18 AM

Agh, why does life sometimes seem to just be playing with you? I've been praying and praying for the possibility of love in my life because I am SO sick of getting older and older and being the only one among my friends who's never even been on a date let alone been kissed or had a bf or anything.

And today some guy shows an interest in me for the first friggin' time in my LIFE, except I...well, am not at all attracted to him, which I'm afraid sounds bitter, but it's how I feel. And today he started talking to me and wanted me to work with him in the library with him after school, and when I said I was busy, he asked for my number "to get help from me with chemistry" and I gave it to him out of automatic niceness but I really wish I hadn't and now need to somehow let him know that I am not interested in "helping" him or anything else.

-.- So it's like my prayers were answered but in a "hee-hee-ha-ha, got you" kind of way. ><

Roosa · #**393** (**permalink**) 05-30-2007, 05:58 PM

Wow, someone remembers me!

It's our last week at school before summer holiday...
Somehow I feel kind of sad.
That's never happened before, I don't really love going to school, but still... I think I'm not going to see my friends a lot.. Well, not at all.
Everyone gets so busy, everyone has their own things to do etc.
But I guess I'll have to have fun on my own.

Caitlin · #**394** (**permalink**) 05-31-2007, 12:18 AM

Ah it's your last week already? We don't get out until the 15th. I for one have never been more excited that school is ending. Junior year has been my favorite year of high school so far, but at the same time it was my most stressful, most exhausting, most drama-filled, and at times most depressing year for me. Kind of odd... But it will be SO refreshing to get out, and I'm super excited for my summer.

pinkhaireddreamboy · #**395** (**permalink**) 05-31-2007, 02:16 AM

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Originally Posted by Caitlin

Agh, why does life sometimes seem to just be playing with you? I've been praying and praying for the possibility of love in my life because I am SO sick of getting older and older and being the only one among my friends who's never even been on a date let alone been kissed or had a bf or anything.

And today some guy shows an interest in me for the first friggin' time in my LIFE, except I...well, am not at all attracted to him, which I'm afraid sounds bitter, but it's how I feel. And today he started talking to me and wanted me to work with him in the library with him after school, and when I said I was busy, he asked for my number "to get help from me with chemistry" and I gave it to him out of automatic niceness but I really wish I hadn't and now need to somehow let him know that I am not interested in "helping" him or anything else.

-.- So it's like my prayers were answered but in a "hee-hee-ha-ha, got you" kind of way. ><

ahhh that sucks :< maybe you could tell him that since summer is coming soon that you need to study a lot for finals or something... haha. just make up an excuse saying that you're too busy to do anything/work at the library and he'll eventually get the hint?

ari- · #**396** (**permalink**) 05-31-2007, 07:19 PM

Or just let him down easily.. XD;
School's been out for.. 2 weeks I think? About a week and a half since I didn't have to take any semester finals.
I didn't want it to be over actually.. Because we might be moving and I don't want to leaveeee T~T;

Osakagrl · #**397** (**permalink**) 06-04-2007, 04:27 PM

I am in hell. my mother has grounded me for....a month. and usually that wouldnt be a problem for me but the thing is....now I have a boyfriend. And having a boyfriend I cant see for a month!!? Its just really painful. I was crying alone all day yesterday. It just hurts to much ya know? And I pray she lets me off early ... but i highly doubt that will happen. I know it sounds weird, but for those of you who do pray.....can you pray for Osakagrl?

I would really appreciate it!!!

Cailey · #**398** (**permalink**) 06-04-2007, 11:30 PM

awww. whenever my parents would ground me i would just cry a lot then do lots of nice things for them like clean the house in hopes that they would let me off sooner.... it always worked!