The 'I feel' thread.

[cool]

Originally Posted by Cailey

hahaha well i mean.. we grew up reeeally poor.. like i've even lived in a shelter before. so i was only in the past couple of years that my dads had money so i think he doesnt really know how to manage it yet. oh well. i'm 21 i should be able to support myself really haha

IC IC... ok... makes sense then..

[the_zorya]

Originally Posted by cool

Awww... the zorya!

I feel so bad for you.. I know you enough by now to know that you really loved your ex so much that you can't stay by the wayside without trying to help his 'situation'... you're just concerned about someone you care about very much.

On the other hand, I don't think anything you do can really help... it'll only make matters worse..

And as for his blow-up, I am sure it's only because he's angry at the moment about your interference... and the more you interfere, the more you're gonna piss him off.. but being a guy, I know that guys don't really remember things after a while.. *cough, ahem, unlike women who can remember every detail of every argument for eternity*... hehe.. so, I guess just let things cool down.. stay away for a while..

I know...I'm just going to not talk to him and let time do its business. It's just hard because part of me wants to call him and apologize but I know that'll only make matters worse. And the thing that really gets me is that his current girlfriend is the most confrontational person I've ever met in my life...like the kind of girl who does stuff just to start a scene...and I figured I would get a phone call or a message or perhaps even a personal visit from her but she has said nothing about this at all so I have no idea what the deal is with that...maybe he just didn't tell her... :/

Originally Posted by Cailey

you are too sweet <3 i'm appreciate that you understand what i'm going through but then it sucks that you understand because you're going through it too
hugs for zorya! <3 <3

and!! actually yesterday i was able to contact my little brother and i invited him over to play video games with my boyfriend and i. and he diiid. so we hung out and he apologized for never visiting me. it was nice yay

no problem! hugzz :] and that made me smile hearing that your little brother came to see youuuu. yaaay!

[cool]

Originally Posted by the_zorya

I know...I'm just going to not talk to him and let time do its business. It's just hard because part of me wants to call him and apologize but I know that'll only make matters worse. And the thing that really gets me is that his current girlfriend is the most confrontational person I've ever met in my life...like the kind of girl who does stuff just to start a scene...and I figured I would get a phone call or a message or perhaps even a personal visit from her but she has said nothing about this at all so I have no idea what the deal is with that...maybe he just didn't tell her... :/

It's likely that he didn't tell her.. you know, guys tend to keep things to themselves whereas women likes to talk about their problems...

But even if he told her, it matters not... it's done, it's over.. let it go.. let it pass... moveon.org! haha..

and if she calls you, just don't pick up the phone..

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel kinda sad because we were doing thank you cards yesterday and it made me realize how much I missed everyone in So Cal!

[Kavi]

I feel proud of my oldest brother (26) for getting a really super gorgeous girlfriend that he really wants to be with and who he met in Almaty, Kazakstan! She moved to Las Angeles, CA like she's always wanted to do and I feel happy for my brother and I hope everything will work out for him and her and that she doesn't reject him in the end because he's really a great guy, it's just hard to notice it for some people because he's so weird. ^-^;

[Nattfall]

I feel a bit sad. I was going to go to an anime convention today with one of my best friends, who lives on the other side of the country, and who I therefore see only a few times a year, but she got ill, so she couldn't come Maybe it was destiny that it happened, haha... because it rains really bad today, and the convention was meant to occur outside. Hopefully she gets better by tomorrow so that we can at least be there the last day!

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel really happy because I just came back from my cousin's 12th Birthday party!

[the_zorya]

Originally Posted by cool

It's likely that he didn't tell her.. you know, guys tend to keep things to themselves whereas women likes to talk about their problems...

But even if he told her, it matters not... it's done, it's over.. let it go.. let it pass... moveon.org! haha..

and if she calls you, just don't pick up the phone..

well...i know he had to have told her because he's the kind of guy who tells his girlfriend/friends everything. and especially if something happened to get him in trouble...they're all going to know...

and i don't know her phone number :x

but oh well. i'm moving on! just hope this is the best course for both of us...

[Gogo]

I feel really confused and like i dont know what i should do.
See, I was involved with some guy sexually but we werent dating. Anyway, It was a secret that he and i were fooling around. Well, it WAS a secret til i blurted it out to a coworker of mine. I felt bad about i had done with this guy cuz i knew he had a girlfriend but i allowed myself to be seduced by him. I felt so guilty afterwards that i felt i just HAD to tell someone what i had done. I told a coworker of ours. I would go to this coworker everytime i had a fight with the guy i was fooling around with which happens to be a coworker of mine as well as the of the coworker i told about our fooling around. Anyhow the coworker i told this to started getting really busy with his career of trying to make it as an actor and suddenly he didnt have time to discuss the problems i had with our coworker. So i told another coworker of ours and in the end the whole store i worked at knew that me and one of my coworkers were messing around. The guy i was fooling around with got so pissed when he found out i had told my coworkers that he refused ever to speak to me again. I quit my job cuz of him. The thing is i got pregnant by him and i didnt know what to do so i felt i could confide in my female coworkers and tell them my situation. But one day i got insanely jealous cuz the guy i was fooling around with was flirting with one of the female workers there and i called him out on it. When he didnt listen I called the girl out on it. She then told me she wasnt flirting with him and that i should know better than to think that. Then she went on to tell the guy i was fooling around with that i had told her the we were messing around. I heard from another coworker that he denied it. But this went all the way up to my manager. she called the guy into her office and asked wat was going on and he lied to her and said that i had made the whole thing up!!! That i was obessed with him!!! I told my manager that i wouldnt make anything like that up and that i had recently aborted his child and that as a result of this becoming a huge issue i was gonna resign. I did. I tried contacting him in may on mothers day and he blew me off and told me i was nuts for ever trying to talk to him. I felt so horrible. I still do. I remember how badly he yelled at me and how he rejected me and lied about what had happened between us that i still cry about it. Im hoping i will see him again one day and he will forget about what happened cuz to be honest i love him. it sounds crazy but i do. I keep wondering if i should wait for him to see if he realizes how childish he is being and starts speaking to me again or if i should just move on. I really cant see myself with some other guy. Trust me ive tried and i can only picture having a family with him. what do i do im so lost right now!! please help. thanks

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel kind of down right now because my sister is unhappy and she won't tell me why. She woke up that way. She says that she doesn't know but I know by now that that means that she doesn't want to tell me because she thinks that it'll sound stupid.

But I also feel happy because I got a really cute top when we went shopping today and because tomorrow is going to be a really great day!

[cool]

Originally Posted by the_zorya

well...i know he had to have told her because he's the kind of guy who tells his girlfriend/friends everything. and especially if something happened to get him in trouble...they're all going to know...

and i don't know her phone number :x

but oh well. i'm moving on! just hope this is the best course for both of us...

ooh... the zorya.. I hope things really work out for you in the long run...

[kiorla]

I feel tired, but I have to go to work soon. Eh... I'm not going to change my clothes.

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel nervous about my jaw appoinment this morning. I don't want to be told I need surgery.

[kiorla]

I feel tired from working all day.

[Kavi]

i feel soooooooooooooo happy wappy!!
That's what shopping with your boyfriend will do to you. >w<

[BonBonBarbie]

awhh gogo god that sounds like the most difficult situation ever, i cant even imagine
im sorry, i really dont know what to say or do to make it better for you just know that we're thinking of you and sending you our best wishes
tbh i think, as hard as it rly will be, that you just have to accept the fact that this boy isnt the best, and doesnt really deserve your love
I just want a lovely knight in shining armour (or whatever floats your boaT) to come and sweep you off your feet

[TechnoBunny]

Im totally in love <3

[deathsseraphim]

i feel like no one understands me

[BonBonBarbie]

i feel happy for the fact i have a bigbag full of bon bons.
and slightly annoyed that we're in the lakes and not doing anything.


deathsseraphim, why do you feel like that?
tell us and maybe we can understand

[deathsseraphim]

Originally Posted by BonBonBarbie

i feel happy for the fact i have a bigbag full of bon bons.
and slightly annoyed that we're in the lakes and not doing anything.


deathsseraphim, why do you feel like that?
tell us and maybe we can understand

i've tried explaining things in other threads and no one gets it and its just making everything worse.