The 'I feel' thread.

[BonBonBarbie]

i dont know,
which threads are they? i dont know if ive read the posts?

hope you feel better soon lovely.

[redpixie]

I feel....ill lol I think I have a cold coming and excited cus I'm going to see Wall.E with my ex later today ^^ but a little sad because we're still not back together. See how today pans out I guess

[deathsseraphim]

Originally Posted by BonBonBarbie

i dont know,
which threads are they? i dont know if ive read the posts?

hope you feel better soon lovely.

mostly here
http://forum.asiajam.com/private-lou...ple-weeks.html

and though out here
http://forum.asiajam.com/mentally-ma...rginity-4.html

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel blah today because my stomach really hurts and I just don't feel good (health-wise).

[Keichan]

I feel depressed and nervous.
I got a call from an enterprise I wanted to make my training at and they told me to go to the test and self-presentation on Tuesday.
Since the place I have to go is about 600km away, I have to travel there on Monday and then spend the night in a hotel.
I got this call today late at Friday and I only have the Saturday to learn now (+the hours at the train) (a friend is going for one year away and we planned a party for her on Sunday.).
Everyone else got their call two weeks ago.
I'm so nervous and scared, as I know everyone else had so much time to learn and I don't know anything I have to by now.
The training is very high and reputable of this enterprise and they only allow poeple with Abitur (college, academy,... final examination? I don't know the English word) in it. I know I will fail and it's embarrassing for me already now.

[Nattfall]

Keichan... If you tell yourself already now that you are going to fail, you will be a lot more nervous during the test and self-presentation. I know it's hard, but it won't get the least better if you keep telling yourself that you're going to fail! It's difficult, I know it is, but just try to stay focused on learning on Saturday (today?) and try not to think too much of how bad things might go. Anyway, it's only human to feel nervous before something like this, and I think those people from the enterprise know that. I bet you're not the only one either, so you're NOT going to stand out like the nervous one. It's depressing to know that the other ones got their calls before you did, but imagine the people there being even more impressed by what you do knowing how quickly you prepared everything! I know it's hard right now, but you just have to be optimistic about this. Good luck

[Keichan]

Originally Posted by Nattfall

Keichan... If you tell yourself already now that you are going to fail, you will be a lot more nervous during the test and self-presentation. I know it's hard, but it won't get the least better if you keep telling yourself that you're going to fail! It's difficult, I know it is, but just try to stay focused on learning on Saturday (today?) and try not to think too much of how bad things might go. Anyway, it's only human to feel nervous before something like this, and I think those people from the enterprise know that. I bet you're not the only one either, so you're NOT going to stand out like the nervous one. It's depressing to know that the other ones got their calls before you did, but imagine the people there being even more impressed by what you do knowing how quickly you prepared everything! I know it's hard right now, but you just have to be optimistic about this. Good luck

Thank you for these kind and warm words !
I studied until now and I feel a bit more secure. I'm the most nervous about the self-presentation as it goes 2 1/2 hours and according to the call, it's only me and the "jury". I hope everything goes well on this day. Thank you!!

[Linda]

Old and grumpy.

*big fat edit* I forgot eh something.. again =/

[Dutchie]

I feel sad, but a sort of happy too,
My Grandfather died thursday (07-08-08) at 9,20 P.M.
almost the entire family was there, that is what he wanted.
It's sad, like I said, but I'm kind of happy because he didn't really suffer, and it's okay, he thought it was awfull to not be able to talk and that he couldn't go outside, so it's good for him. and my grandmother off course is sad, but she also thinks it's good that he didn't suffer.

[AmyLou]

I feel freaked out - I heard my phone ringing (which is very unusual - everyone usually texts me) and it turned out to be voicemail and it was a message from my friend saying she had something "amazing" to tell me and I should ring her back.

Now they're (my friend is with my other friend) trying to force me to come round so she can "tell me in person". I texted them but they havent texted back.

I don't want to go out!! Also, I am kinda scared what this amazing thing might be. Sometimes, me and her don't share the same opinion on whats amazing...

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel very lousy because I am severly constipated and now laxatives no longer work for me.

[Nattfall]

Originally Posted by Keichan

Thank you for these kind and warm words !
I studied until now and I feel a bit more secure. I'm the most nervous about the self-presentation as it goes 2 1/2 hours and according to the call, it's only me and the "jury". I hope everything goes well on this day. Thank you!!

I'm glad you're feeling more secure! I have my fingers crossed for you

[paintcanlove]

I feel...lethargic.

[MissTamora]

I feel confused and I am in a really bad mood so I think I'm going to look at pretty clothing to make myself feel better. In a minute I am going to pretend to have a go at the person who pissed me off... but not say it to them because to be honest it wouldn't be fair.

So I am confused. And annoyed. I wish the world was just made of flowers. No consciences. Just life. Beautiful life, but no cortex to feel

[iKITTYx3]

I feel gloomy because of the crappy weather.. bleh

[BonBonBarbie]

i feel really down and confused.
my bf today said he didnt know if he loved me anymore, but then after that, i dunno he hugged me close and we kissed and held hands which was weird :S and then spent the day together and he kept saying 'i love you so much baby' all day and when i said ''really?'' he was like 'yes, definately'. so i'm very confused. He says he wants a few days apart to miss me and prove to himself how much he loves me, but now i feel confused and nervous. I know he does love me i just dont get why he said that, i know we've been arguing a lot at the minute, but i guess it made me realise how much i didnt wanna lose him when he said it, because it hurt so much.

[redpixie]

aww BonBon im so sorry to hear that -hugs- from what you've told me I thought you guys were back on the straight and narrow =( maybe hes been thinking about uni? And it's made him confused. Either that or hes just being brutally honest with you, and just wants to sort out his feelings in his head without hurting you any more. You can't reay do anything but give him that time I'm afraid, and its so hard to do I know, because all you feel like doing is convincing them how much you love them. And of course your nervous, hoping and hoping that he'll realise he misses you. And I wouldn't wanna give you false hope but I sorta think he will. From what you've told me he sounds totally besotted with you, he really does. And right now hes being a classic guy. It does seem strange that he would say that but then go back on it during the day. My ex goes out of his way right now NOT to say he loves me, so the fact that yours did during the day tells me he does still love you.

If you ever feel the need to talk, I'm practically always on msn so just find me if you need to chat =)

on topic: I feel kinda confused too like BonBon, I'm getting a ton of mixed signals and it's driving me crazy. And I'm constantly thinking about whether the way im handling the situation is the right thing to do -.- who knows.

[forsheezy]

I feel... stinky. My feet took quite a toll from walking around my town, NYC, and Woodside for around 8 hours

[Kavi]

I'm kinda wondering what amylou's friend's "amazing" something is... >.>;
noosssy me

bonbon, I hope everything goes well according to your happiness my sister did that to her boyfriend. i know, it seems more like something a guy usually does.. but she did that to him a few times, but took it a step further sometimes and broke up with him. they were together for 3 years before she did that the first time. now he broke up with her for "GOOD", and now she misses him SO much and wish that he would take her back. So i guess deep down, she loves him and realizes that she was being really stupid because that was her first serious relationship and she obviously wanted to explore and that's why she felt like she didn't want to be with him, but now she knows how dumb she was being.
but anyways, the point is that her mind was clouded, GREATLY. And it was hard for her to see clear so she did hurt him numerous times..
Just like redpixie, i dont want to give you false hopes either but if he kept expressing his love to you after that, maybe he feels like what he said wasn't really true deep down and maybe his mind is clouded by something. but it seems like he still loves you..

[demoipourvous]

I feel...

Exhausted, from stress and from my trips back and forth from the hospital, my home, my BFs home, the local PD, etc.

Angry, at the shooter and the shooter's cousin (who's still at large), at the insurance company that's doing the paperwork dance with me, at my BFs family for acting as if all this was his fault and not at all being "family-like", at the the local PD who can't or won't to give me a straight answer, at my famly for not understanding why I'm "making such a big deal out of this".

Anxious, because I won't know if my BF will regain his eyesight until another couple of days when the swelling goes down.

Thankful, that he's still alive.

Alone, just because I feel alone....