The 'I feel' thread.

[Kavi]

Originally Posted by haruhisuzumiya

Like shit today. It was going good and I had a lot of fun with some co-workers. I called my boyfriend to see where he was. He said it was none of my business, like always.

He's been smoking weed lately. At least he tells me. He said that he would never do it again (first time was when he was in grade 9). But I guess you can't keep promises forever.


I hate myself a lot right now. I just don't want to wake up ever again. EVER.

hmm... how long did he smoke for when he was in 9th grade? maybe if you let him smoke around the wrong people, he won't like it anymore. the weird thing about weed is that sometimes it can do wonders, but other times its like "omg i need to get away" maybe he'll have a bad experience and not want to do it anymore XP
but if he did it a lot a long time ago, and he stopped and then is picking it up again, he probably has a reason for picking it up again. so he's either gonna get hooked on it for a loong time, or he's going to do it for a while, and then stop once it's done what he's wanted it to do.

i don't know at all, but im just speaking from the perspective of my drug experience and people that i know.

It might not do any good if you try to keep him away from it though. if he starts doing it everyday, there's something wrong. but if its like a few times a week, you shouldn't be too hard on him because he might just want to do it more after that just like with anything.

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel happy because I'm feeling a bit better after three days of feeling horribly ill.

[redpixie]

I feel...

happy and it feels so good cus it's been so long! ^^

[BonBonBarbie]

i feel.... frisky

redpixie & misstamora, its your fault!!!!

hahaha that sounds awful

[redpixie]

lmao sorry you! But It had the same effect on me too >,> and probs misstamora too no doubt xD

[RedXIII]

feeling frisky is always fun
you can't sit still lol
today i feel.....
happy as never before
im actually led next to my girlfriend who made me the nicest meal EVER last night and it was such an amazing night i really know that i can spend the rest of my life with her
and i love her gorgeous blonde hair and how she loves her sweets

[Kyou.]

I feel empty.

[Nattfall]

I feel broke. Really, really, really broke. I have no job, I have no money. But I have tons of websites that yell BUY, BUY, BUY!!! *sigh*...

[Keichan]

Weird.
I just discovered a PV from one of my favorite bands that I've never seen before and it was released 2005 o__o""...

[redpixie]

I feel..

confused and tense. happy and satisfied. such a strange combination I tell ya :S

[laura-aap]

today I felt like dying. my kitten came in the vetclinic I work.

in a box... with a blanket over her....
normally we do this when we need to put a kitten down to sleep!!!

I start crying while I was staning next to my boss
who fully understood it and made me happy ^^
felt liek a young kid!

.. she only has a paw infection.. some meds and moortje will be all okay.

[haruhisuzumiya]

Originally Posted by Kavi

hmm... how long did he smoke for when he was in 9th grade? maybe if you let him smoke around the wrong people, he won't like it anymore. the weird thing about weed is that sometimes it can do wonders, but other times its like "omg i need to get away" maybe he'll have a bad experience and not want to do it anymore XP
but if he did it a lot a long time ago, and he stopped and then is picking it up again, he probably has a reason for picking it up again. so he's either gonna get hooked on it for a loong time, or he's going to do it for a while, and then stop once it's done what he's wanted it to do.

i don't know at all, but im just speaking from the perspective of my drug experience and people that i know.

It might not do any good if you try to keep him away from it though. if he starts doing it everyday, there's something wrong. but if its like a few times a week, you shouldn't be too hard on him because he might just want to do it more after that just like with anything.

He smoked it once in grade 9 and didn't like it. He hated it, so I don't know why he's doing it now. : (

[cool]

Originally Posted by laura-aap

today I felt like dying. my kitten came in the vetclinic I work.

in a box... with a blanket over her....
normally we do this when we need to put a kitten down to sleep!!!

I start crying while I was staning next to my boss
who fully understood it and made me happy ^^
felt liek a young kid!

.. she only has a paw infection.. some meds and moortje will be all okay.

Huh? Shocking! Why did you put a kitten to sleep?

[l0urie]

I feel..

exhausted/excited!

Today I'm going to finish up cleaning my room (it's REALLY messy!) and then later my best friend is coming over~ Taking a break right now though 'cause I'm tired. xD

Mhm..excited for tomorrow because all weekend I'll be at camp @ Big Bear with all my friends! *-*

[laura-aap]

Originally Posted by cool

Huh? Shocking! Why did you put a kitten to sleep?

well, we got 2 kittens and a mum last friday. the kittens were scared and were attacking you. so we took them in so we could make them used to people... after being a full week in the shelter getting ignored since they were 'scary' once we got them we notice they were waaaay to skinny. their mum wasn't feeding them and they wern't cable of eating theirselfs.. so they basicly got starved at the shelter.

in the weekend one was slowly dying, trying to breath but he coudn't.
so we had to put him down. then last monday his brother also dying (organ falure).... also had to put him down since we don't want them to suffer.

basicly.. they starved to death. we tried to help them and fix them.. but we were to late.

it pissed me of so badly! that people just don't do anything with them since they are scary. they never scratched us.. and once you had them they were really sweet.

people are terrible. my kitten moortje came from a home where they had 19 kittens in bad condition. half of them died or got very ill.
I saw how my kittens brother died of catdecies.... so I was terrified she also got sick. since that can happen with this decies. ( they get ill later on after they had their shots)

[cool]

^ yeah, now I feel sad...

You did what you could. They are in cat heaven now... (yup, there's a cat heaven, but there are no heavens for humans!)

I'll have to set up a Pet Adoption site for your country soon like the PetFinder.my for Malaysia I set up a couple months ago with my buddy.

[Kavi]

Originally Posted by haruhisuzumiya

He smoked it once in grade 9 and didn't like it. He hated it, so I don't know why he's doing it now. : (

oh.. x.x
Well then everything I said doesn't really apply... XP
I feel useless lol...

but hey, maybe if he doesn't have a really addicting personality, then he won't be hooked on it for longer than he needs. There might be something that triggered this though, if it wasn't just hanging out with the wrong people. But when I talked to my psychiatrist about why I started smoking, i didn't figure it out for a while. But it took smoking to figure most of it out for me. It was because of my anxiety. But then I found that weed sometimes gave me more anxiety after 2 years of doing it. So maybe after so long, he might not feel the need for it anymore? But either way.. there must be a reason he's doing it whether it's stupid or legit. Cause maybe he can find satisfaction with something else besides weed. maybe not, but you should still try to talk to him about it. And try to understand what's going on in his head. :3

[Kavi]

I feel really great today. For the past two days and a half, i've been feeling REALLY sick. First my throat started hurting, then after I went to sleep I kept waking up and i couldn't eat anything because my throat would hurt too much if i swallowed anything including my own saliva.
Then I basically did nothing but sleep and drink water for two days straight. Whenever I got up, i felt like I was high on marijuana and I couldn't focus on more than one thing. I could hardly even talk. And my whole body ached so bad i didn't want to walk around the house for too long. So I just slept.. and slept.. and took some tylenol sore throat syrup and it helped a while.
Aaaand i got better today! ^o^
My throat is a BIT sore, and I think I might have a cavity in one of my back teeth so i want to go see the dentist and have it looked at. But other than that, I feel great and just happy to stay awake and enjoy the day and night without feeling so crappy. <3

[Nattfall]

I feel so freakin' excited! I went to the cinema today and saw The Dark Knight, which premiered in Norway this evening. It blew my mind! The most perfect Batman movie in history! And even though I thought Jack Nicholson was unbeatable, Heath Ledger so totally owned his arse! His acting is so brilliant, and he adds this craziness, melancholy and even charisma to the Joker which I rarely see. He kinda reminded me of Johnny Depp's interpretation of Jack Sparrow, in fact. Not the personality, but the ability to enter a role with spirit and soul and heart and what not! Too bad he's dead... Man, that's so tragic... When I first heard of his death, I didn't even believe it, because I thought that a guy like him would never die, at least not at that age. It's sad, and he was one of the best effin' actors out there. So yeah, I guess you can say I feel sorta melancholic as well. Even though I of course didn't know the guy, it's strange that he's gone. He was such a talent. But hey, what a great film!

[yeppuyeo]

I'm excited but kind of anxious right now...?? Because I ordered a couple of shirts and they came today... But I don't know if my mom will like them now... But if she's really unhappy then I might just have to resell them online (oh well). I'm trying to decide if I like this one or not...ㅠㅠ