The 'I feel' thread.

[laura-aap]

Originally Posted by cool

^ yeah, now I feel sad...

You did what you could. They are in cat heaven now... (yup, there's a cat heaven, but there are no heavens for humans!)

I'll have to set up a Pet Adoption site for your country soon like the PetFinder.my for Malaysia I set up a couple months ago with my buddy.

true. still.. no mather what.. it always feels so bad.
last time we had a little kitten.. ditched in a garbage bag. one day later, we found her a good home

(yup, there's a cat heaven, but there are no heavens for humans!)

that's because kitties cannot do anything wrong. humens do to much wrong at this world. animals are pure innocient. if a dog gets agressive, it's because of it's owner. if somebody shoots children in a school for fun it's because people pushed him over the edge. it's always the humen....

*sorry for the long rant*

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel really happy today because I get to help Mom make pepperoni lasagna for dinner tonight.

[Kavi]

Originally Posted by Nattfall

I feel so freakin' excited! I went to the cinema today and saw The Dark Knight, which premiered in Norway this evening. It blew my mind! The most perfect Batman movie in history! And even though I thought Jack Nicholson was unbeatable, Heath Ledger so totally owned his arse! His acting is so brilliant, and he adds this craziness, melancholy and even charisma to the Joker which I rarely see. He kinda reminded me of Johnny Depp's interpretation of Jack Sparrow, in fact. Not the personality, but the ability to enter a role with spirit and soul and heart and what not! Too bad he's dead... Man, that's so tragic... When I first heard of his death, I didn't even believe it, because I thought that a guy like him would never die, at least not at that age. It's sad, and he was one of the best effin' actors out there. So yeah, I guess you can say I feel sorta melancholic as well. Even though I of course didn't know the guy, it's strange that he's gone. He was such a talent. But hey, what a great film!

OOOOO i know i LOVED That movie! It really sucks they'll have to replace the joker in the next one T_T
I mean the joker has to still be in it right? he's like the best villain that gets the best of batman and never dies, he always comes back. but its such a shame he'll be played by someone else. I loooooooove love loved Heath Ledger's performance ;___;

[laura-aap]

today I feel great!

I got money from 3 different people. my job, my dad (250 euro for my freaking birhtday O__O) and my study allowance.

I needed new skinny jeans and Im now able to get it

*laura loves money!!!*


asiajam! it's time for the next update! whenever it comes.. Im ready!
and then you'll see.. the next update will be in september or so XD

[MerryHappy]

today i feel good
i got my new football shirt which im rather happy with
although it was boiling hot again today so anything i tried to do i failed miserably lol i just didnt have the energy haha

[Nitsue-chan]

I feel...happy but sad. Tired but energetic, make any sense? lol

[billies_lova]

I feel way depressed because back in June I failed my global exam and now I have to take it in a few days.

[Nattfall]

I feel quite happy. I'll be going to an anime convention this weekend along with some friends I only see rarely. It'll be fun!

[Jenovatra]

I feel completely miserable.

I will post something in the advice section, it seems all my girl pals on here manage to cheer me up.

[Cailey]

i feel really really sad and can't stop crying for the stupidest reason. my little brother (he lives 2 hours away with my mom) is visiting toronto for a couple days and seeing his ex-girlfriend (who used to be my best friend until she started being a jerk and then sneaking around seeing my little brother). she lives like a couple blocks away from me and he isn't even going to TRY to visit me. it is super upsetting. noone in my family wants to see me ever because i'm far away in a big city that they think they will get killed in.
i was crying on the phone with my mom when she was telling me this and i had to tell her about my stupid roommate situation (they have been breaking my dishes, our one sink doesnt work so they have been shaving in it and leaving mounds of hair in it, they dont clean ANYTHING etc etc etc) and so she feels bad because she is stuck with this creepo of an ex-boyfriend who won't move out of her house until they sell it and so she wants to move to toronto with me and get a crappy job just to help me get through school (i have been unemployed since may and can't find a job and won't be able to go to school or get an apartment in a month) and agggh nothing is working out right now for anyone in my family. and i just can't stop crying because i don't know if i'll have a place to live in a month and i'll never finish school and i don't get why everyone in my family avoids me when i've been nothing but nice to them my whole life.

end of super long rant. haha

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel happy today. Yesterday I was miserable because I was in the hospital all day and got a needle in my right hand, right arm, and left arm. But today I am definitely better.

[pinkiipromise]

I feel stupid.. I feel miserable

[cool]

Wow.. cailey.. that's such a sad story... I feel so bad for you.. and you have so much to carry on your shoulders for someone so young..

I hope things changes for you and you get a break somewhere.. like perhaps be able to find a job or something...

I sometimes wonder why parents of rich countries like canada, usa, etc.. can't afford to send their kids to shool when parents of poorer countries can afford to send their kids off to the rich countries to study?? So many students had to work and pay for their own college, at least half of it or something..

I was watching Oprah and also the Suze Orman show, and according to them, most Americans can't budget if their lifes depended on it... perhaps this new generation will learn how to save money...

[StrawberryShortcake]

I feel sick to my stomach today.

[the_zorya]

Originally Posted by Cailey

i feel really really sad and can't stop crying for the stupidest reason. my little brother (he lives 2 hours away with my mom) is visiting toronto for a couple days and seeing his ex-girlfriend (who used to be my best friend until she started being a jerk and then sneaking around seeing my little brother). she lives like a couple blocks away from me and he isn't even going to TRY to visit me. it is super upsetting. noone in my family wants to see me ever because i'm far away in a big city that they think they will get killed in. i was crying on the phone with my mom when she was telling me this and i had to tell her about my stupid roommate situation (they have been breaking my dishes, our one sink doesnt work so they have been shaving in it and leaving mounds of hair in it, they dont clean ANYTHING etc etc etc) and so she feels bad because she is stuck with this creepo of an ex-boyfriend who won't move out of her house until they sell it and so she wants to move to toronto with me and get a crappy job just to help me get through school (i have been unemployed since may and can't find a job and won't be able to go to school or get an apartment in a month) and agggh nothing is working out right now for anyone in my family. and i just can't stop crying because i don't know if i'll have a place to live in a month and i'll never finish school and i don't get why everyone in my family avoids me when i've been nothing but nice to them my whole life.

end of super long rant. haha

Cailey! I just want to give you a huuuuuuge hug right now. I'm really sorry about everything that's going on. It sounds like you feel like nothing is going right and the world's weight is upon your shoulders but i'm very empathetic right now because i'm going through a lot also. Just know that no matter what, everything happens for a reason and things will get a lot better. I wish you the absolute BEST of luck. :sending cailey good luck vibes:

Originally Posted by StrawberryShortcake

I feel happy today. Yesterday I was miserable because I was in the hospital all day and got a needle in my right hand, right arm, and left arm. But today I am definitely better.

oouch! are you still having to go to the hospital? i know how terrible it is to get pricked so much...you feel like a pincushion! and i always hated having to go to the hospital so much...i felt like such a burden to my family. i hope everything's going alright with you. i know in your latter post you said your stomach was hurting again :/ i truly hope everything works itself out. :also sending strawberryshortcake good luck vibes: haha.


as for me,
i feel like absolute crap. i did something out of concern for someone (my ex) but i know he thinks i only did it out of revenge. and i feel horrible for doing it because perhaps it wasn't my business to do it. i just hope everything works out for the best for both of us. this is probably the most stressful week of my life...still hoping to get back with the ex but then doing something that he says "ruined his life." uggggh. i hope i did what was best. deep inside, i think i did what was best and perhaps he'll end up seeing that in the future and we'll end up back together again. but for right now, he hates my guts and i can't blame him :/

[cool]

Originally Posted by the_zorya

i feel like absolute crap. i did something out of concern for someone (my ex) but i know he thinks i only did it out of revenge. and i feel horrible for doing it because perhaps it wasn't my business to do it. i just hope everything works out for the best for both of us. this is probably the most stressful week of my life...still hoping to get back with the ex but then doing something that he says "ruined his life." uggggh. i hope i did what was best. deep inside, i think i did what was best and perhaps he'll end up seeing that in the future and we'll end up back together again. but for right now, he hates my guts and i can't blame him :/

Awww... the zorya!

I feel so bad for you.. I know you enough by now to know that you really loved your ex so much that you can't stay by the wayside without trying to help his 'situation'... you're just concerned about someone you care about very much.

On the other hand, I don't think anything you do can really help... it'll only make matters worse..

And as for his blow-up, I am sure it's only because he's angry at the moment about your interference... and the more you interfere, the more you're gonna piss him off.. but being a guy, I know that guys don't really remember things after a while.. *cough, ahem, unlike women who can remember every detail of every argument for eternity*... hehe.. so, I guess just let things cool down.. stay away for a while..

[laura-aap]

Originally Posted by Cailey

i feel really really sad and can't stop crying for the stupidest reason. my little brother (he lives 2 hours away with my mom) is visiting toronto for a couple days and seeing his ex-girlfriend (who used to be my best friend until she started being a jerk and then sneaking around seeing my little brother). she lives like a couple blocks away from me and he isn't even going to TRY to visit me. it is super upsetting. noone in my family wants to see me ever because i'm far away in a big city that they think they will get killed in.

OMG! you have no idea how much I know how you feel! I have the same thing.. me ex-best friend used me to get close to him and now she is ruining his life. and that of mine.. since my brother use me to scream at!

and my mums/dad's family... are the same way.. but not that I might get killed. they just don't really care. they all live 3 hours away from me and they can come easy dropping by and staying here the night.. but they don't! they always 'command' me to come over to them!

I can say a lot.. but nothing will really help. your mum really wants to be with you I can tell.. but she has a huge problem herself too! and you can't go there!

was crying on the phone with my mom when she was telling me this and i had to tell her about my stupid roommate situation (they have been breaking my dishes, our one sink doesnt work so they have been shaving in it and leaving mounds of hair in it, they dont clean ANYTHING etc etc etc) and so she feels bad because she is stuck with this creepo of an ex-boyfriend who won't move out of her house until they sell it and so she wants to move to toronto with me and get a crappy job just to help me get through school (i have been unemployed since may and can't find a job and won't be able to go to school or get an apartment in a month) and agggh nothing is working out right now for anyone in my family. and i just can't stop crying because i don't know if i'll have a place to live in a month and i'll never finish school and i don't get why everyone in my family avoids me when i've been nothing but nice to them my whole life.

how did your solicitations went? I hope you will get a callback soon! is somebody diserves it right now.. it's you!

hopefully you will find a job so you can go studie.. or get a new place. and hopefully your mum will be ride of htat guy so you can be toghether! at least knowing somebody lovces you is great!

I don't get why your brother isn't visiting you! did you asked him???
hopefully he has a good explanation!

hun, I love you and I hope you'll feel a bit better soon!

[Cailey]

Originally Posted by cool

Wow.. cailey.. that's such a sad story... I feel so bad for you.. and you have so much to carry on your shoulders for someone so young..

I hope things changes for you and you get a break somewhere.. like perhaps be able to find a job or something...

I sometimes wonder why parents of rich countries like canada, usa, etc.. can't afford to send their kids to shool when parents of poorer countries can afford to send their kids off to the rich countries to study?? So many students had to work and pay for their own college, at least half of it or something..

I was watching Oprah and also the Suze Orman show, and according to them, most Americans can't budget if their lifes depended on it... perhaps this new generation will learn how to save money...

aww thank you!

well, definitely my dad has a well paying job and simply isn't good at budgeting. like he takes planes all the time to go visit his wife and he was just in scotland and he wants to take us all to mexico for christmas... and i'm not allowed to use mexico money for say, my tuition. its silly. he just doesn't understand whats really important i guess. he's very materialistic.

Originally Posted by the_zorya

Cailey! I just want to give you a huuuuuuge hug right now. I'm really sorry about everything that's going on. It sounds like you feel like nothing is going right and the world's weight is upon your shoulders but i'm very empathetic right now because i'm going through a lot also. Just know that no matter what, everything happens for a reason and things will get a lot better. I wish you the absolute BEST of luck. :sending cailey good luck vibes:

you are too sweet <3 i'm appreciate that you understand what i'm going through but then it sucks that you understand because you're going through it too
hugs for zorya! <3 <3

Originally Posted by laura-aap

OMG! you have no idea how much I know how you feel! I have the same thing.. me ex-best friend used me to get close to him and now she is ruining his life. and that of mine.. since my brother use me to scream at!

and my mums/dad's family... are the same way.. but not that I might get killed. they just don't really care. they all live 3 hours away from me and they can come easy dropping by and staying here the night.. but they don't! they always 'command' me to come over to them!

I can say a lot.. but nothing will really help. your mum really wants to be with you I can tell.. but she has a huge problem herself too! and you can't go there!

how did your solicitations went? I hope you will get a callback soon! is somebody diserves it right now.. it's you!

hopefully you will find a job so you can go studie.. or get a new place. and hopefully your mum will be ride of htat guy so you can be toghether! at least knowing somebody lovces you is great!

I don't get why your brother isn't visiting you! did you asked him???
hopefully he has a good explanation!

hun, I love you and I hope you'll feel a bit better soon!

oh laura you are the best <3 what is with friends being weirdos who want to date your brother? hahaha. that is like an unspoken rule.. to not do things like that. especially if it means they don't want to be friends with you anymore after.
and you're right, i'm really really lucky to have someone like my mom in my life because i think she can always understand me and she will always be there for me as much as she can. unfortunately she is just stuck in a crappy situation right now...

and!! actually yesterday i was able to contact my little brother and i invited him over to play video games with my boyfriend and i. and he diiid. so we hung out and he apologized for never visiting me. it was nice yay

[cool]

Originally Posted by Cailey

aww thank you!

well, definitely my dad has a well paying job and simply isn't good at budgeting. like he takes planes all the time to go visit his wife and he was just in scotland and he wants to take us all to mexico for christmas... and i'm not allowed to use mexico money for say, my tuition. its silly. he just doesn't understand whats really important i guess. he's very materialistic.

Tell your dad that COOL, AKA, Superman is totally MAD at him for not supporting his daughter in her college tuition and lodgings. It's a parent's duty to see their own kids thru college, at the very least!

I can totally understand if someone was too poor to do that, but it pisses me off when a parent just couldn't budget well or make it their NUMBER 1 priority to educate their OWN children...

FUME!! *smokes escaping my ear*

[Cailey]

hahaha well i mean.. we grew up reeeally poor.. like i've even lived in a shelter before. so i was only in the past couple of years that my dads had money so i think he doesnt really know how to manage it yet. oh well. i'm 21 i should be able to support myself really haha