I'm back.
Remember my ex?
Well, last week he sent me a message about getting a 92 on his chem tests. Yes, I'm the type of girl that'll make sure your grades are up before dating me. Anyways...so I broke in and actually talked to him - but it was fine, we had a NORMAL no emotion conversation.
At least that's what I thought at first.
Then he started to say stuff like, "You know, I was just lying in my bed
one day and I realized that I missed you like crazy. That's
when I started to contact you." And, " You were a great girlfriend and I ****ed it up. I'm now sad and don't know what makes me happy. I have a girl - the hollister wearing make up asian girl that I always wanted, but that bitch drives me crazy."
I told him that I could do this. Then he sent me another message going, "the summary is,im not over u,i didnt realize how good u were to me until after,all the cute things u did,one night i almost cried becuz i broke up with u,i still like u,i know u would probly never take me back and i understand,but one day i wouldnt mind if it happened,no words or nething can explain how sorry i am and u dont have to accept my apology,u were what i apparently was looking for all along, u gave me reasons to do what i did before,i made a stupid decision to leave u,i jus wanna be able to talk to u like this,or on the phone sumtime or in person,i wanna know how your doing and i want u to be there for me when i need someone i kno ur busy but mayb u can try,there,thas a long summary,now..wheres my thesis ??lol"
Then out of no where he breaks up with his girlfriend and tells me, "I don't know how to explain it - but I know this feels right."
What happens next? Four hours later his girlfriend calls him and "pours her heart" out to him and what not so he takes her back. So..I decided to write a 5 page letter/note telling him how I felt. I told him that I still cared and I told him that it all hurt too much and I told him that I still missed him and everything - just elongated onto 5 pages. And this is what I go as a reply...
"i just got your note...i just wanted to
tell you...im sorry that i tried to interefere with
your life before you were ready,im sorry that i ever
hurt you,n i do hope one day that call will come,i will
leave you alone till then just like u want,i never meant for
you to get hurt,mayb things will work out one day between us,i do
care about you to still,jus like you care for me,when u said what the
box said i almost cried,seriously,ill never forget the memories we
have,n we still have more to make,i want the best for you, and i want
you to be happy,u were always the beautiful smart girl to me,freaky to lol,
we will meet again soon,and i will always be here for you to run to,
so ill try n register for that chem class,hopefully ur in it,id love that,
so keep doing what makes u happy,and when ur ready to talk i.m. me,call me,
text me,facebook,myspace,give a another note to my mom,whatever,ill
b there,so until then ill miss u"
So what the heck?
|
